Monday, June 24, 2002
I've made a terrible mistake, and I'm sorry. That doesn't quite cover it, does it? I can't seem to be able to make up for this thing I've done. I can't fix it! I want to, really, I do. I know that it is next to impossible. I know I shouldn't be asking you for anything right now, but that's what I'm doing, asking for forgiveness. This is hard and painful for both of us. You probably think more for you than me, but really it hurts me to know I hurt you. I was thoughtless. I didn't think about the consequences, but I didn't do it to make you cry or make you angry. Please can't we go back to the way things were before. No, I know that can't happen. We can just move forward. One day.
Monday, June 17, 2002
Hola, okay I'm kind of in a better mood than I was. However, I have to say that I am still pissed about this whole thing with my friend. Just because I'm an anime fan doesn't mean I have to like every anime. Seriously, I mean that. I don't like Mecha for the most part, and I can't stand those hard hitting mental trip animes. That being said my friend can't figure it out. There is no place to "rent" anime around here. I have to buy all my anime. I'm not going to waste my money on buying anime that I most likely won't like. That doesn't mean I consider it bad anime. I just felt that I wouldn't like it. For instance I have read the first novel of Chobits, I have no interest in checking out the anime when it gets put out here. That doesn't mean I consider it bad. Sigh, at least I feel better now. At least, I don't feel like hitting him.
Thursday, June 13, 2002
This should be working but it's not. I'm irrtated and angry and that's never good. I can't figure out why this isn't working. Maye this is a lost cause and I should give up on it now. Probably! Not before I figure out why this isn't working the way I want it too. Grrr. I wish it was working.
Wednesday, June 12, 2002
My Server's down :( Which means if you are reading this DLilies. I'm sorry about getting kicked off. Really. That's about it!
Wednesday, June 12, 2002
Hello! I've finally set this up. I'm not good at diaries, so it's a good thing that this isn't one. It's more my space and less of a diary tell my thoughts. Anyway, I'll most likely be using this page to store chapters of my stories. That way I at least have worked on them. Don't expect them to be spelling edited. For that your will have to wait till I post them on my website.